Life is like the Ants

Four weeks had past & going to like 2nd month of the semester! Getting scary~!!! But i hope i can manage myself. Gotta work & study same time is kind of worst. But study somehow is better den lazying with no knowledge that leads to my precious certificate. Working had just too many rules to follow! Weddings are piling up & i gotta strive my life to get the cash to settle my irritating bills. Why must i own money to them!! arrrghh..hate to own money to anyone..like a big burden that is following me. Nxt wk im working 5 days. SHIT!... i'll die after that week. No energy to live..... Lucky tues nv work can go hav my gelarie again....hahahaa i muz be mad. Sorry to my bf that i cant accompany him. I know its like 3 weeks more. I'll miss him, alot, alot, alot...... I wanted to do something very special to give him. Coz nxt mth is our 4 years anniversary together. Then he already enlisted, cant celebrate =( ... den aug is his big 21st also cant enjoy. So i really wanted to gave him BiG surprises!! hahaa..maybe a hug or something. OoOps no la...i know he'll be disappointed to see this. It's obvious im kidding, dear. MuZ go dig my creativity already. Hope to have a romantic kind..hahaa..maybe nv had those days anymore...
Alright... time to get some dreamsZzz

i love u so much that i cant wait to treasure u without letting u to leave me